this is real, this is me.

it's hardly possible to take a break now,

to relax,

to chill,

to do what you really want to do.

time is tying you up.

time is stressing you up.

you gonna face the fact that time is really running out.

like r e a l l y.

its barely less than 6 months to go.

can you feel the fear?

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

11:19 PM

a tree without its leaves, is it still called a tree?

a car without engine, is it still a car?

a happy girl without a smile, is she still happy?

a relationship without love, is it still a relationship?

something that popped into my mind.

anyways, friday was kinda family day for me.

was out the entire day.

which means, no study. :(

well, went lunch at crystal jade at taka with my family and relatives.

its been long since i had dined there.

night was aston. the food there was like awesome. :)

went to marina square.

wanted to see the cameras i had been intending to buy.

unfortunately, closed. sad or sad.

went to suntec's harvey norman to try some dslr.

decided to get nikon D60 rather than those mini slr.

the pictures are well taken than those mini slr.

quality were also far better.

hope can get it next week. just simply cant wait. :(

had physics tuition today. like finally?

the place was kinda small.

hope it really helps.

byeeeee. :)

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:06 AM

life is just like a roller coaster ride.

it has its up, and it has its down.

you never know when its up nor down.

and you never know, when is the fright coming.

riding on a roller coaster, gives you excitment and fright.

those feelings that you can never get.

life is exactly the same.

sometimes, your life is just down.

while sometimes your life is just up.

its so unpredictable.

every roller coaster track you had been,

are all differently built and designed.

just like life again.

everyone's life is different.

their track;route are all different.

you may be lucky to get all smooth sailing roller coaster rides.

but, how many lucky ones out there had taken it?

i doubt there's anyone.

life, does not differ much.

no one's life are so perfect, smooth.

there's sure up and downs.

and, someday, sometime, it will stop.

just like the roller coaster you are riding,

it will stop in the end.

no more fright, no more downs, no more up.

but, there's one thing you got from the ride.

you enjoyed fully. you gained expriences through the ride.

indeed, everything will end one day.

if there's a beginning, there will always be an end.

and indeed, life is just like a roller coaster ride.

hurry get well soon!

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10:29 PM

she was really glad things got better.

yesterday was the ever worst day ever.

:(

she still loves you. :)

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:22 PM

the girl sitting on the swing is smiling.
the girl getting back her extreme good results is smiling.
your friend smiled happily when you said hi to her/him.
the girl joking happily is smiling widely.
the girl is smiling sweetly.
the girl is smiling happily.
is that her real smile?
OR,
is that her fake smile?
is she wearing a mask or is she not?
keeping a smile on your face is difficult.
trying hard to smile when you are feeling down, is indeed hard.
we faked a smile, so as not to let anyone worry.
we faked a smile, so as not to let anyone know.
we faked a smile, because we want to let others know, we are fine.
smile; is a rather important emotion to change your expression.
smile; is indeed an inexpensive way to change your look.
smile; allows other people smile with you too.
you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
or maybe,
because of your smile, people feel happier.
because you are smiling.
fake a smile?
or smile the real smile?
its hard at times indeed.

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9:11 PM

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:42 PM

i guessed everyone is tired.

who never ever get tired?

tired of everything.

tired of doing what they should do.

tired of seeing countless of failures.

tired of picking up their feet once again.

tired of seeing the same old thing happening again and again.

tired of apologising.

tired of giving in again repeatedly.

tired of thinking for yesterday, today, tomorrow.

tired of working our mind every second.

tired of simply everything.

everyone complain they are tired.

what is exactly tired?

no one knows.

putting lots of efforts, getting back what you dont wished to,

and your the other brain is telling you,

you arent working as hard as you should.

and your the other part of brain is telling you,

i am tired. really tired.

and your the other part of brain is telling you,

you sure you are tired? you are getting sucky results.

its time to work HARD.

much harder than you ever can think of.

its time to really mug and mug and mug.

if not you are gonna just stay stagnant here.

tired.

i am really tired of thinking,

thinking of many many endless stuffs.

ranging from here to there, to here and to THERE.

sighs.

maybe its time to let go something?

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You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

10:15 PM